Hmmm I could but most of the post are flamed fights and pesonal issues I wanted to let the people know me abit more when I joined up their forum so they don't think I'm some weirdo.

I've emailed the administrator about it, if they won't do anything at all then I'll have to get some legal advice on what can be done, as much as this sounds really stupid, the member has a right to request the topic removal and membership as it's part of the agreement with also requesting back their privacy, as I'm not sure if the privacy act and consumer affairs in AUS can be used for forum communication after the member request to leave the forum permenently, and the administrator refuses to act or even allow it to happen.

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Things have been so sloppy and slow, I feel like hiding under a big rock at this moment, I guess I'm not sure what to think at all anymore, I'm in limbo.

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its quite complicated removing individual posts as the are in strings and one connects to the other removing entire threads is easier and as Nathan said if you go through your own posts and and simply press EDIT

and put this .

and go to profile and and delete your av should be enough - if this is time consuming - you can see why the administrator doesnt wanna do it

tzone has a lot of admin and mods 'the tzone team' for exactly these issues and strict monitoring of abuse etc

so there is always a mod around to take care of the members here - we dont leave you high and dry and tzone does have a privacy policy too

enough of blowing our own trumpets (illegal in 49 states LOL) that limbo feeling will pass - you are allowed to feel like shit it makes the highs that much more pleasurable - or is that a bi polar view

life is peaks and troughs noone travels a smooth path just make sure that you dont get too low that finding you way back up seems impossible - it never is and we are here to help

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Man [...] must count no one but himself; that he is alone, abandoned on earth in the midst of his infinite responsibilities, without help, with no other aim than the one he sets himself, with no other destiny than the one he forges for himself on this earth." (Jean Paul Sartre, 1943)

I've pretty much figured to ignore the gothic forum as I'm going to move on, I'm not depressed but felt helpless with not having any idea what to do but I know now so I'll follow what is right for me.

Anyway Tzone is not an issue for me as I know the people here are responsible and understanding.

I'm pretty much doing other things to keep my brain busy so I don't get worried so much I'll end up going crazy so I'm pretty much settled here in Tzone with no worries.

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I've had a talk with one of the moderators and He said the administrator will not allow membership to be canceled no matter how much I ask for the request.

I've been told that the other members have their rights to have their comments untoched in my thread when I was the one who created the topic.

So if the topic won't be deleted including all the posts included, and I can't have my membership deleted what possible reason would the administrator would want with this rubbish?

Have I been blacked mailed? or is it possible that they are trying to make a massive fool out of me by letting people read all that crap I've done just to get a kick out of it?

Just go to www.gothic.org.au/forum/ and email sooty on the reasons of this problem, I don't want to be a idiot and a fool and have him think he's the king dick and can control my rights for leaving or not.

I've emailed him heaps and got no response from him so he's refusing to answer me at all.

I need help badly with this.

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I've checked the MGF and found out they did cancel my membership and locked up the topic.

I've also found out from a few days ago that all the moderators were fighting eachother there and flamming eachother as well, so much for being mature and responsible.

But I'm glad it was done, I personaly think that the MGF has made a huge pathetic reputation for itself and for Goths who are trying to be nice and understanding.

All I can say is let them rott *Sniker* let them all rott with their problems, they arn't Goth just a whole bunch of loosers and dickheads!

And I'm a sweet caring angel lol (well even though I'm gothic and scary looking lol)

Anyway it's all finished so now I can rest with a smile on my face.

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I'm really pleased for you that there's been a successful resolution, and you've now got a smile on your face about it!

Dave

persistance definitely pays off then! that's good they eventually did what you wanted, even though they still sound like idiots.

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Most people on that forum are full of idiots, but I think the people over there are realising I'm not as dumb as I claim to be, and end up not saying much at all to me.

Last night one member stated that my pictures look like shit on how I look in the face, I pretty much told him that if he had looked at my pic then his pics are shit as well.

I got very angry and sent a private message to the moderator and said that I'm sick of being a target of immature idiots and said that they are nothing but kids in adult bodies although I have said some other things that has been very firmly been commented on.

I haven't had a reply from him, but my gut feeling is that I may have made my point extremely damaging to how the other gothic forum is turning out, I should have said that I'm on the www.gothic.net.au forum but it's pretty much has the people from MGF which is why this one I moved to is slowly going downhill as well.

But it's possible he may have ignored it and deleted it, but you know if that's how it is then I won't bother joining any other forums since I've just had enough of stupid and anti-social attitude, if people were to know me properly they could see that I'm an interesting person to talk to.

But as people can be nasty they are also very selfish and not want to listen, hence they suffer the concequences of not knowing about me and endup being on my pissed off side alot.

As far as people living in Melbourne behave, they suck up to visitors just to get them to live there, and alot of them are so up themselves that's why the american comedian "Sienfeild" I think his name is said that "Melbourne is the anus of the world" which I have to agree with him.

I lived in Sydney for about 2 years and it's very friendly and also caters transexsual clothing and footware and has a bigger community for trans people than in Melbourne.

So all I can say is Melbourne is full of self important shit that dosen't get cleaned up.

Were as I live in the country town of Winchelsea which is the sister town in the UK.

although it's abit bigger here than the one in the UK.

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Just going through my CDs collection and found albums of Nightwish I haven't heard for along time.

I figured I'd listen to somthing more different than the other metal music.

There is a programe on 60minutes on Channel 9 in Aus about Transexsual children so I'll be checking it out.

lately I've been high strung on my emotions, might be my hormones doing this to me.

But I've lost a fair bit of weight as well.

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I've had a nice long tirp to Warnabool (again I'm not sure if I spelt it correctly) and had a look over the coast and had somthing to eat as well, I had a really good day out and had some fun.

But other than that nothing else has been exciting.

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Nice to see you back and looking really well.

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Thanks, I only wish that kids who suffer from AS don't fall down the path I'm in, I hope that they find a way to do well in school better than me and have a career and family like any other normal person would desire.

I've checked alot of AS sites to my condition and wanted to figure out why I'm so depressed and hard on myself, I found out the major cause of my downfall, I'll have to find the link to the pages for teachers and schools who don't know how to deal with students with AS, there have been times I think the school I was in knew about my problems but didn't comply to the needs I had to have to learn and work.

Here is the link I found http://www.udel.edu/bkirby/asperger/karen_williams_guidelines.html

I'm only hoping that future children with AS have the right and understanding from their school to work and be happy, and as far as what has happend to me, I don't want them to fall into their own Hell like I have for the rest of their lives.

I'll explain more about it if anyone has somthing to ask about all of this.

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A really bad few days of rain and very strong winds have been creeping around spring lately, I only hope it dosen't get real bad we had alot of rain and hail stones were I'm living.

And it's really cold too and then it get's really warm it's the season of crazy weather.

All I've been doing most of my time is playing computer games and watching TV (Not to mistake the TV as another meaning like TS or TG lol anyway it's a stupid joke that came to me) ahem! *Clears throat* so nothing has been fantastic since this horrible weather has been around.

But I'm keeping warm as best as I can, since loosing weight I feel the cold weather more now.

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