If people want to contact me on MSN my address is avalible, I'd rather chat with people who are more than happy to say hello to me.

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Hi Allison. I'd just like to let you know that your recent observations are entirely valid and I agree with them wholeheartedly.

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Thanks Reenie, I'm not really impressed with the recent situation but I'm just laying low for a while until this storm blows over and things are more calmer with the forum, I've noticed the the local members are not appearing as much which I can understand why.

heh, I do have abit of a habbit of shooting my mouth off without thinking but I was abit frustrated with certain things, also I've tried to resolve my opinons but I can see that I'm not doing a very good job.

I'll just sit back more and just spectate the fights if they come up again in the future.

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I'll be posting a video clip of myself soon

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hmmm I can only upload 5mins of footage with under 100MB, that's new to me lol

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Here it is, it's all new to me so I don't talk much but it's a start

http://s226.photobucket.com/albums/dd115/blacksheep2007_album/?action=view&current=2008-09-02-83738.flv

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HAHAHA!!! I look shitty in the video, crap hair and I look like I didn't get a wink of sleep at all, as to very high level of stress.

Shame the webcam dosen't have a timer on the screen to let me know how much time I've used.

Meh, life sucks and humans die..........

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This is Allison's friend here, I've noticed that she's been crying alot because she feels abit rejected as she told me yesterday so I just wanted to explain that she dose have a problem with reading people's expressions and comments on forums and that she dose get very upset when people take her comments to heart when she is only trying to make friends and be apart of a group.

She just needs to have a rest from the group for a while so she can be abit better with herself, might be good to leave her other posts alone for now it would be silly if people were expecting Allison to reply when she is very unhappy so she won't be doing that for while.

I have also read Ice Maidens PM and to me it sounds like a negative accusation that Allison started up the problem with who ever it was and it's just not a good thing to do especialy if the person who runs the forum is taking sides, that just makes Allison even more rejected.

My advice to the people who post on this forum is too look up on Asperger Syndrome from the internet and get some info on how her behavour can effect other people around her, I've noticed from how things were going nobody even bothed to read her link on the disability it would be silly if people were to expect her behavour to be the same as alot of people would behave it just dosen't work that way for her.


I appreciate that people give her a rest and not answer her posts until she is comfortable with being in the group again.

Thankyou from Anna.

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Tell Allison I'm thinking of her. Hope she feels better soon.

I will tell her about your comment, and I'm pleased you can be supportive of her you've given a very good example of being understanding about her feelings and I'm very sure she will be delighted to hear it.

I hope others can do the same as well with supporting her.

Thankyou so much.

Anna.

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Hi Anna

Give Allison my love and I hope she'll be back when she feels good and ready. I know a good deal about Asperger Syndrome (my Mum's been involved in a support group) and I've met a few people who have been so diagnosed and their humour and good will always shine through any trivial awkwardness as might catch the unwary.

The recent turn of events have tested her patience and I hope a good rest will see her back here. I enjoy her company, even when her moods aren't the best. It's like living with the weather; there's never any malice in it.

Thank you too for posting and being there to give her support.

Reenie xx

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Thankyou Reenie for letting me know about how you feel with Allison's situations.


she dose have very little patience and can loose her temper at times, I've known her since she was twelve years old, we both went to the same school together, I've witnessed how badly she was treated in the school yard by bullies and it makes me very sad when she used to end up being all on her own because other students made fun of her and the teachers couldn't resolve her problems.

She ended up leaving school when she was about 17 because of too much abuse because the students percieve her as a homosexsual and as I've seen how unhappy she was, all I could do is just talk to her in a calmful way to not make her feel any worse than she already was.

As we spent time together as friends we both played computer games even though I'm hopless at the games Allison plays, she showed me alot of her interests that she enjoyed, some of her artwork was very good and I told her should be a good artist oneday.

I didn't realise she ended up being a transgender girl until we bumped into eachother about a year ago, but I was happy for her if she was happy as well, Allison told me not long ago she was going to have the sex change, and I can see she was excited and nervouse as well, it will be a huge situation for her to go through but her mum will be visiting her at the hospital to see if she will be alright.

So there are alot of thoughts in Allison's mind at the moment which will be making her anxious and jumpy, but I'm sure when she's had the sex change she will be alot more happier and confident in herself and will settle down better with her new life ahead of her.

I know it will take time for her to adjust to the new life she will have.


Anna. xoxo

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My operation commences in early 2009 in Febuary.

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That's not so far away. You'll beat me to it.

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Lucky I won't be turning 30 to have it done which my birthday is a month after the operation.

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