I used the windows movie maker, been playing around with it and decided to have some fun even though I'm still unwell it was somthing I'm thinking of using for some of my posts for a different experience for people to know me better with how I sound and act since most people here only read my message texts.

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It would be cool if some people here could make a video reply for my blog, might make it more interesting.

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it's been six days of having this cold, but I'm not going to sit on my arse doing nothing, after watching the ring for the 4th time I decided it would be cool for me to make a short horror movie with my computer, but I'll have to wait until I can rent a cam recorder that will work with windows movie maker if I can find one.

I wanted to make the short film about a ghost in my house and that it tries to suck it's victim into it's own world, I wanted to also make sure it would be quite scary as well, that's the fun part I like to do

If I can get this movie working at all and see how it turns out, I might think about taking this project oneday to the Melbourne Short Film Festival and see how people would react to it, if I can get my ideas into practise with a camera.

But it will be alot of fun to try and make a scary video clip.

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Sounds cool, I'll look forward to seeing your horror film.

Now, when you say "the ring" do you mean the Japanese version or the American remake? I have to confess to having really enjoyed both.

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dose anyone in the UK know of a name of a young victorian girl by the name of Felicity Antillo who was 12 years old and had 4 siblings 1 brother and 3 sisters.

She was born or died not to sure in england in 1840

Dose anyone know if this girl's cemetary exsist?

If sombody can find her grave could you please send me a photgraph of her headstone.

if you can help it would be great.

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You'll need to know the town in which she lived, then you can look up her birth certificate and death certificate.

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she's not from Australia she lived in england all her life that's all I know.

her surname is italian I think, so I'm thinking was there any italian immagrants in England during the 1700's and 1800's time period

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seems like the young girl from either Bristol or Manchester are there any names in those cemetaries with the last name Antillo?

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You'd have to be mad to check every tombstone in every cemetery in those two cities. In any case, tombstones are subject to vigorous erosion thanks to the British climate and most can't be read with any certainty after 100 years unless they're in a sheltered spot.

Then there's no guarantee, that your girl is buried within the city limits anyway. She may have died in one of those two cities and been buried elsewhere. She may even have been cremated and her remains scattered in some exotic location.

If she died in one of those cities, then the city council's registry office will have a copy of the death certificate.

Bristol Register Office >>

City of Manchester records >>

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I know I've checked both web sites with google unfortunantly I would have to pay a fee which will have to be £23 for the bistrol cemetary of trust and it would be about $50 AUS to exchange to get the release of the information which is too much to pay for.

There isn't much I can do really, so I'm going to have to rely on the slim info I have although I've found the name not listed in Manchester.

Would the register office in bristol be able to help me out even if I'm in Australia? and would I have to pay out a fee to have the document released?

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Okay I'll see what I can do.

Thanks Reenie

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I'm still sick and coughing up mucus but it's not as bad now, Although my house mate has had a very nasty fall and cracked her ribs and shoulder blade and was in hospital overnight, I was really worried and couldn't sleep at all so I've stayed over my parents house since I didn't want to be alone out in the middle of nowere at night, so she's back home now and I'm trying to make sure she dosen't hurt herself any more that what she did.

She fell off the ladder which was 8 feet from the ground and landed on her shoulder she's still in alot of pain and I have to make sure she's ok even if I have to stay up all night when she needs my help.

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Just remember to keep a little 'you' time. Your not well your self at the moment but at least you will have some thing to keep your mind ocupied.

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Haven't been sleeping very well, I keep waking up every hour or so at night.

also the weather is starting to get warmer at night time now, I feel abit awkward with the weather and to make things even worse my ex-girlfriend is trying to contact me again after all these months and I'm just not interested in speaking to her anymore the fact she has a boyfriend and also she said some very nasty shit to me like I would never have the operation ever as if she was trying to curse me or some shit like that.

I just told her to go get fucked if she was ever going to talk to me like that and also she cheated behind my back with another person on the internet so she's lost my trust and I would never be her friend again.

I just feel really down at the moment with the coughing and feeling tired all the time, I'm hoping I'll be back to normal by next week.

but damn it I'm not going to let this cold ruin my life.

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