I forgot to say that the operation in the hospital will be on Friday 13th of feb, it's pretty strange that I would have the op on a unlucky day like that.

meh, I'm not worried about it.

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Been having soup quite alot for my lunch every day, some of my clothes are getting baggy on me now, my thighs are slowly shrinking down now but there are heaps of stretch marks on my body from dropping the weight.

I've also completed the game The force Unleashed last night and it was so much fun I could play that game over again.

Over all I'm feeling pretty good about myself after being so sick for over a week.

Been chatting to a friend on MSN in Australia and he's cool about me being Transgended, I'm hoping we can be really good friends for along time, we both have a laugh with joking and talking about all sorts of stuff that we both have a fair bit in common with hobbies and video games.

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friday the 13th was only unlucky for the knights templar,as that was when they were outlawed by the pope,i assume that you dont belong to that organisation,or the freemasons that it became lol,so,no worries,best of luck.

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I seem to be looking abit thinner in the face now.

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Just me talking about the Starwars game on a video clip.

http://s226.photobucket.com/albums/dd115/blacksheep2007_album/?action=view&current=GameReview.flv

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Yeah, I definitely notice a difference in your face Alli.

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I'm having to have nothing but soup at the moment, due to the throat infection never going away...it's 2 weeks now.

That's also why I haven't been on MSN, so apologies for that....I'll talk to you at some point!

No probs, I know what it's like to have a sore throat, soup is the best to have for a cold, also helps to unblock the nose which can be some relief especialy with my nose been broken years ago.

Did you check out the video clip of me talking about the PS2 game?

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Anyway, just been thinking about some of the things that I couldn't cope with and that would be having children, I wouldn't be a good mother if I was born as a biological female but I'm pretty good at being an aunty to my nephews and neices, if I had a partner I would have to say to him that children are not going to be easy for me, I wouldn't lie about being a Transsexsual female I would be honest about my feelings, it would make things abit more easier for sombody to know about my past but not too much of it, but if the person can accept me as I am it would make a relationship much more less stressful for me, I have a few straight guys who like me and they know I'm trans as well and accept me really well, so my chances of having a relationship can be stable, but I wouldn't pretend to be a biological female even if I had the operation, somtimes hiding the past can become a dangerous game, especaly if the partner feels decieved by lies and not having any honesty.

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If you get the game and play it onetime let me know what you think of it okay?

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Alison,

Since you decided to do our job for us (as said in an other thread), it would be appreciated if you weren't so pedantic and agressive in the process. A perfect example of this was when you recently met a new member with complete sarcasm and going back a month or so, when you claimed that slim members should not show off their figures because it will upset overweight people then threatened them with Karma (Karma isn't about punishment, it's about learning to live with your actions). Just a reminder that this forum is for everyone, fat or thin and hormones have effects on the body too so if someone shows those effects then that's fine. No one is going to walk on egg shells so as not to offend you. If your self-esteem is blown by a girl who's proud of a body she's worked hard to get then don't look. Everyone has the right to post non-pornographic photos of themselves whether they're pretty or downright ugly and they also have the right not to be verbally abused by other members out of jealousy and low self-esteem.

If you are verbally abusive to any more members, the problem will be forwarded on to the admin team who will deal with it.

This email has been copied over to the rest of the mods.

Best wishes,

Hellfrozeover, Tzone Moderator

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Thanks for the warnning HFO it dosen't bother me anyway, but thanks for the tip.

cheers.

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