Just to let people here know my other blog is deleted but I'm starting a new but different version of my blog, this blog is used to let friends know what I've been doing with my life as well as the Transgended issues that can haunt me, I won't be putting an introduction as most people here would know me by now, but I'll be letting friends say hi and make comments if they wish too.

I will be visiting here but my posts will be limited as I have some problems that are best left to myself.

but like I said feel free to say hi

Allison AKA "BlackandPurple"

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Just letting people know my tougne piercing is healing really well as it was hard to eat anything for about 2 weeks, but I'm able to have most foods now as long as I keep using listerine to make my mouth clean as it helps to wash out any muck in my piercing, I'll put up a pic oneday of my piercing in my future posts, also I've been drinking heaps of water and my body is slowly going down in weight, I've been dressing in black alot since I've been bored with things so I just try to experement with gothic makeup and find new styles, I also know how to look like a dead looking person by mixing ivory foundation and black eyeshadow to give a fairly blue death look on my skin which is pretty cool, other than that things have been ok.

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piercings always migrated on me so it's good to hear yours are going well.

and i'm also glad you're deciding to stay on the site. you're a good contributer.

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Hi! Wow, I'm always amazed by people who can pierce various parts of their body. I wouldn't be able to do that, just the plain old boring ear piercings would be about as far as I could go! Glad it's healing well. *hugs* n_n

Aly.

I've had my ears pierced when I first started out which is ok, I've got vampire bat ear studs that I wear somtimes or the small silver hoop earings, but also just to let the newbies know I also have 2 tattoos one on each upper arm, and yes I'm a metal head too I do have my favourite style of music as I also try to play and muck about with my guitar and my Laney Hardcore MXD amplifier and BOSS MT-2 Metal Zone Distortion pedal for playing very heavy sounds.

my makeup is pretty simple but I'm the kind of person who likes to be very different from the mainstream girls lol dosen't mean I can't be friends with them but I guess it just reflects my dark minded personality, I mostly wear the Black lipstick or if I really want to the blood cherry red one too, I also use pencil eyeliner to give that nice soft but Elvira look then I use the black eyeshadow to give my eyes that evil dead look like I was risen from the grave, also the white out contacts that are disposable can give your eyes that vampire look especialy if you have sharp teeth like me but if not you can get fake fangs with putty adhesive which will work better with flat teeth.

as I'm sure some here have seen my pics weeks ago so they would have a good idea what I look like.

(this is for the newbies to read)

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Been listening to alot of Cradle of Filth lately,been playing Tomb Raider Anniversary on my Playstation 2, wow I'm actualy getting better at this annoying pain in the arse game lol, I've orded a blood vial to wear from an online goth shop in Western Australia, so I'll be alittle daring and get it filled with my blood from a doctor hopfuly, better to be hygenic about it rather than poking a needle somwere that might hurt too much if not done correctly, been half asleep all day as well it gets abit boring somtimes but seems I'm abit better in the evening, although I have still got abit of shock in my system from the friday before about the heartattack incident so my attitude is abit weary at the moment, I somtimes get angry or sad out of nothing but give me a few more weeks and I'll be right as rain again

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you're going to wear your own blood in a vial around your neck?! can't you just buy some fake blood?

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fake blood tend to stain the skin and is hard to clean out as real blood has plasma in it so if you tip it, it won't make any stains inside the vial, plus I'm pretty much happy to wear my own blood as some goths I know do this as part of their way of living and some even who have relationships give their blood vials to each other as a sign of frendship or love for each other.

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Good news as I purchest the DVD of the black and white TV series of the Addams Family yay! I love this show so much it's just alot of fun to watch

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Wouldn't real blood get all sour or rotten if not kept in proper conditions? I mean, for how long could one wear it around the neck?

And why your own blood? It's not like you don't have plenty of it inside you in a natural way. I thought, one would rather wear somethign that used to belong to somebody else (as a talisman, or a symbol of love or victory).

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I have to EDIT because I can't SPELL!!

*shuggs* it's just me, take it or leave it.

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here's what it looks like....

it's not big but it's a good size.

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Well this is what my piercing looks like.

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Nothing really exciting is happening except on friday I was at a Farewell dinner for a worker who had prostate cancer, I don't know the guy since I don't work at the egg farm, but I came along with my house mate who is one of the workers there so she knows him better than me, so I had a great time out, I didn't go dressed too gothic so I just went out in casual clothes but still looking good, also had my hair colour dyed back to blue black again which I was happy about, so everything turned out good

I'll be checking out for the blood vial soon so I can't wait to get it!

I'm just wondering if fake blood nowadays are better than what they used to be, as william has been saying about it I could look into it but I still have a feeling it might be cheap crap to use.

anyway I'll see what happens........

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last night I spent about 4 hours playing TRA (for the newbies it means Tomb Raider Anniversary)

I'm at the last part of the game acending the giant lava shaft with monsters attacking me, but also it's getting very hard to climb up the ledges as I have a time limit to do the wall walk and grab the ledge on the other side, at least I'm getting there just gotta take my time lerning the bloody level and how it works but the game dose have some very interesting traps and passage ways which is never the same from the orginal playstation tomb raider, I have to realise this game uses the gameplay of Legend but I kept thinking it's going to be the same as the orginal TR how wrong I was but still it's kept me playing more now that I have the game book but I still have to use my brain to figure out the puzzles and traps but it gives me the basic idea on how to do things.

hopfuly I'll have some time to sit down and end this game once and for all

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