Borderline? What's that supposed to mean - that's a really unhelpful thing to say, in my opinion.
What blood tests did you have, and did she say which one(s) were borderline? And is she aware of why you're having blood tests - because if not, how can she possibly say that they're borderline!
For instance, one of my recent blood tests came back as ABNORMAL (written in block capitals on the print out). This meant that firstly, the nurse wasn't allowed to tell me the result, I had to see the doctor about it, and secondly, I was a bit worried for a few days til I saw the doctor. It turned out that all it meant was that my T levels were above the "normal" range for a guy - but that's pretty much fine anyway!
Before I started T, I had to see the endo at CX (not everyone does) as my initail bloods came back abnormal. This was just a sign that I had PCOS (which I already knew) so need to be monitored slightly differently from guys without PCOS. Might something like this be the case for you also?
I know it's easier said than done, but try not to worry about it. There's very little that can actually mean that you're unable to take T at all, apart from severe liver problems, I believe. Is there any way you can get a telephone consultation with your doctor to ask what they meant by borderline?
Dave