Actually I am excited to join and really look forward to it. I think I got all choked up when I read Scaeme's post because I'm still not sure where I want to go with my TG issues, plus, reading Scaeme's history feels like I'm reading what my own will be like. I'm not sad though, I would look forward to transitioning, but it just feels a little surprising to read something which seems to be telling your own story before you get a chance to make it.