I would like to thank everyone at T-Zone for the help, friendship and support that you have given me, I have found out more about myself in the last year than I have ever done, but I am still lost, I cannot bear to live any longer, the only choice would be for others to see me slowly die as I live, or have relief from my pain, so I will say my farewell, please forgive me...

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It's never too late to be who you might have been. - Mary Ann Evans

dont be hasty

allow yourself permission to be and feel lost

these feeling do pass trust me

they may come and go but you are still finding out who you are - and no matter how you feel you are welcome here always

there is no forgiveness needed - you are a contributor to this forums and just think back to the fun you had in that video you sent us

when you were shopping

that was Claudia too

she is still in there and she will be back when the dark clouds separate - and they will

ok

x

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Man [...] must count no one but himself; that he is alone, abandoned on earth in the midst of his infinite responsibilities, without help, with no other aim than the one he sets himself, with no other destiny than the one he forges for himself on this earth." (Jean Paul Sartre, 1943)

Hang on, I don't know quite what you mean here.

If you mean leave the forum then that is your own choice, but if you mean what I think you mean, then for goodness sake, PLEASE don't do it.

You have been such a great friend and you're such a great person to know. Please, whatever sex/gender you have decided you are or think you are or other see you as or whatever, you are great and I love you as a good friend.

I know we haven't spoken recently, but I've been busy.

Okay, if you don't mean what I think you mean, then sorry!

Okay...please...say something...

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
BWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Teenager. FTM gender dysphoric 'transgender tomboy'
Now not transitioning after re-discovering God.

http://www.myspace.com/124369317
Reality has a nasty habit of slapping you in the face when you least expect it.
Depression (n) - the state of seeing the world for what it really is.

(All signatures © Kenneth.)

claudia, you are an amazing person and you are definitely not a hindrance to anyone on this forum. not in the slightest. this is a support forum, and it definitely won't abandon someone just because they need support

whether you want to stay here or not, or take a break from TG online places is completely up to you. but never feel you should for the sake of anyone else, because we want you here.

time will fix this doubt in your mind, i promise. until then i think the best thing is not to think too deeply, because things will fall into place without you worrying yourself silly every day until then.

big hug x

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forum moderator

It's just a temporary period, Claudia. It is hard, but it will pass. You just need to survive it. It's like a climbing a mountain.

Please, stay with us in all aspects.

*hugs and doesn't leave Claudia go*

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I have to EDIT because I can't SPELL!!

i think transition is probably one of the biggest decisions you can make.there is no shame in having doubts about what you are doing and there is nothing wrong with taking a step back from things and sorting your head out.
i hope your not thinking of taking your own life?nothing is ever so bad that it can't be sorted out in time.
sgian.

Claudia has responded in the 'general' section under
CLAUDIAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Man [...] must count no one but himself; that he is alone, abandoned on earth in the midst of his infinite responsibilities, without help, with no other aim than the one he sets himself, with no other destiny than the one he forges for himself on this earth." (Jean Paul Sartre, 1943)