woooo theirs a blog here....very interesting think ill give it a twirl *does a little camp twirl* woooo hooo.....omg im such a gay man....i blame my friends lol!!
well erm.....i got turned down for a date today, but im not actually bothered and i dont think the girl believes that im not bothered lol! as she keeps texting me to tell me shes sorry. but was really scared about it as ive never actually been on a date before, well i have but id already done all the bases and they was already my g/fs before i finally took em out, and they liked me, but this girl was different she didnt even know if she liked me and we hadnt even kissed, was quite relieved when she txt saying "hey arch, am sorry im interested in another person im so sorry please can we remain friends? xx" I know eventually ive gotta go on that real first date, but at the moment im quite keen on just asking someone out and they say yes....not being big headed but they always say yes lol! so i was pretty confused when that perticular girl said "im not sure if i like you yet" yea my ego took a tumble! (but saying that ive been single over a year
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my meant to be wife is ill aswell (meant to be because we get on soooo well etc etc...but wont be cos she lives 8 hours away by train ) i was speaking to her the other day she doesnt know im trans although she loves the fact im a drag king and cross dress and she says shes turned on by it but i asked her would she ever date a F2M and she said "no cos that will kinda ruin the point in me being a lesbian" shes such a head f*ck but i adore her, head f*ck because one day shes all like "i can picture us walking through a supermarket with little xander running ahead of us and me pregnant with dantea" (we have three imaginary kids xander dantea and zahara lol!) then the next day shes all like "i havent met the one yet"
grrr but shes ill, says shes tired and has a headache, told her to go and have a nap then and shes like "no" o....k so what am i meant to say? lol
whats even more annoying is she came to brighton at pride, and didnt even text me to tell me!! she said she looked for me...but their was like 150 thousand their...did she really think she could find me without contacting me?
wooo i have work tomorrow 8pm till about 3:30am woooo the only thing making me happy is the £20 an hour i earn...but think i might call in sick i really cant be bothered my asthma is bothering me and my lungs hurt from coughing, dont think ill be up to it, ill just go onto a chat room thats against doormen and have someone shout at me their lol! and had enough of guys staring at me as i walk into the mens think its mainly cos im all doorman like that they do it.
even going clubbing annoyes me as i work at gay clubs so as i walk in all the doormen give me hassel threatening to search me for a joke not nice when ur going in with a girl and they dont know its cos u work with them and their jokeing around lol!
oooo a good thing though got a girl coming over to mine tonight
i wish! lol just lending her money and opening a few cans with her, ive already been their and done that with her, she aint my type she takes E's etc and i know for a fact that she wouldnt look at me twice if she knew im trans, we already had that 'Talk' and she thinks its wrong, grrr but ill probably tell her tonight, she only thinks its wrong for a lesbian to date one so yea! if i come on here and go SHE HIT ME! then she obv didnt take it too well!
lol anyways ive done my little test of the blog, will post again soon!
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