You had to mention toast, didn't you, you cruel, cruel people..... I have a wheat intolerence and can't eat it but I looooove it

Guess I'll have to go get some wheat free bread that's the size of a gnat's arse and attempt to toast it without losing it in the toaster.....
On a more serious note
| GenderQuest wrote: |
After taking two days off work to do some intense thinking, I ended up seriously considering suicide, even down to working out exactly how it would be done and everything, but didn't have enough courage to go through with it. |
Been there GQ and know how it feels. I actually used to dream I killed myself then wake up - talk about feeling short changed!
The only good thing is that it can't get any worse from here. When I started "coming out" to people the thought was always there that suicide is still an option, albeit not a good one, but it's always nice to have options!
Two months down the line and I'm so much happier within myself because I'm finally allowing myself to BE myself. I'm off all anti-depressant medication (Note - don't just cut it out if you're on it - I did and went through hell!) and can now see a future ahead of me instead of a big black hole.
Sometimes the more you struggle the more you hurt and you just need to relax.