Relocation may well be the best bet in the long run for your physical as well as psychological safety. I would also suggest a few self-defence classes providing you can afford them . It sounds, and please note I am looking at this from a distance, as if you are also struggling with something that many of us suffer from, from time to time, a lack of self confidence or self belief.
I can't offer any cod-psychology solutions as we all handle our problems in different ways but sometimes the light at the end of the tunnel isn't an oncoming train.
Just to emphasise again, if things are as bad as you say and you have crime reference numbers use them and get yourself relocated and the sooner the better.
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"Everywhere I go I hear what' going on,
And the more I hear the less I know"