Did your last topic get deleted? I can't find my post in the search.

yeah it did get removed.

At the moment I'm very pissed off!

My fucking parents hung up on me on the phone, stupid fucking bitch my mum is, nothing but a bloody coward that can't face the problems I'm having!

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Misery is my company, why do I stand out from the rest of the people around me.

Ok, I'm very irritated with some people here on Tzone, I won't be naming names but it seems that some people are making me look like my I.Q. is of a dog as if I have no idea what I'm talking about!

I'll be blunt, I hate people who think they can just outsmart me for their own personal gain, yes I feel like a fool and I'm very embaressed, I'm also sick and tired of people who cannot see my side of things as well as their own, there is a balance that needs to be put down instead of me being pushed into the position of being the "bad guy" here.

There are some people I really don't like and they don't like me but I don't really care what gose on in their mind.

I know some of you think I'm a very strange person and looking for attention but that's not my reason for being here, I'm here to talk and explain some of the things that gose on were I am, I'm happy to talk but I won't take any shit from people who are self-cented and full of their own ego, your only asking for trouble from me!

I may not be the most highly educated person around but to make my opinion look weak and dumb is an insult to my disadvantage of my learning capabilities!

so if people are willing to talk to me that's fine, but keep it simple and friendly without the bullshit with it okay?

The last thing I need is making enemies on Tzone, and that's just not worth it to me.

Cheers.

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Misery is my company, why do I stand out from the rest of the people around me.

Just a message I've recorded, it's abit quiet so you have to turn up your volume to hear it.

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Misery is my company, why do I stand out from the rest of the people around me.

I'm hoping sometime down the track to get a tattoo on my back and another piercing as well, been saving up quite alot of money to get some better quality goth clothes and boots from Melbourne.

So hopfuly by the end of this year or at the start of next year I'll have about $1000 to go on a shopping spree.

that's the only possitive thing for me so far, so I can't wait to poke around at the shops.

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Misery is my company, why do I stand out from the rest of the people around me.

Just curious...
What peircing are you going to get?

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why so serious?

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Misery is my company, why do I stand out from the rest of the people around me.

nice

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why so serious?

I'll be designing a tattoo picture that I want on my back when I have the chance, I'll have to equire how much it will cost for the size of the pic to be inked on my back.

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Misery is my company, why do I stand out from the rest of the people around me.

The internet has been offline in south west of victoria for a day and a half in the region so I've just got back online now YAY!

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Misery is my company, why do I stand out from the rest of the people around me.

If people were to listen to the words from the song "Don't Tred On Me" by metallica, you would then know what I'm feeling at this time.

I should say it's about war, which I think is more serious than bitching about other things that arn't as important as what is happening in other places were familes and friends are shot down and left for dead.

And I have more sympathy for people who are dying all the time than to worry about things that are least important in the world.

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Misery is my company, why do I stand out from the rest of the people around me.

since there is no Australian support groups online, and I'm not interested in finding one, I'll say that Squigglefish has labeled me a "Hater" and a "Dominant poster" which I can tell just from her own words that she has posted on her blog which I've read.

so I'll take my leave and get on with my own life, it was interesting while it lasted but I've just had enough of being mistreated.

Beacuse it's a UK support group it just isn't cutting through for me since it's a totaly different thing.

So to make things better, I should go before I endup saying things that will just get worse for everyone.

Take care and thanks for talking to me, I hope things go well for everyone. *waves*

See ya.

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Misery is my company, why do I stand out from the rest of the people around me.

Sorry to hear that. I don't think Squigglefish's post was aimed at you. She has decided to leave the forum for her own reasons, you shouldn't take that personally. I'm sorry you feel you've been mistreated and I would like you to feel you could continue posting here. However if you would prefer not to, you should do what makes you happiest.

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I'll need some time to think about it, but you can leave the blog open just in case I do post again.

Thanks.

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Misery is my company, why do I stand out from the rest of the people around me.

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