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Now for somthing alittle bit different.

http://i226.photobucket.com/albums/dd115/blacksheep2007_album/2008-08-08-13233.jpg

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I'm actualy hoping people will suceed in their operations wether it will be chest or GRS I only hope things will go smoothly for them, I'm not worried about what happends to me I kinda have a feeling that it wouldn't matter if I don't get things sorted out with the funding, I feel that I should be looking out for others who need help rather than to get frustrated and upset.

I can say my future for GRS is very slim and very faint, but life gose on and all I can do is make the best of it.

I'm not really feeling sorry for myself but I know it's much harder here were I am to have the medical help I need, so it wouldn't matter what I think of myself except that I will just grow more stronger with or without having sex change surgery.

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That's a nice philosophy, Allison.

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Loving that photo hun, hairstyle is very nice

I like your bit different look, Allison. That photo only begins to explore its possibilities. I don't know, but maybe it's because you can see your entire jawline. More force of expression. More powerful and all at once more feminine. Overall look is straightforward and not overloaded. Really nice.

Hi,

I don't believe I've properly introduced myself. I'm Joel. I really like your recent photo and avatar... Never went entirely Goth myself. Always felt like I was a year or so too old for it. Too young for punk, too old for Goth...I'm really the metal generation, but that long hair does you no good if you're trying to look male...

I digress... if I saw you in a pub I'd think, hot Goth chick. No trans bells going off...and my radar tends to be pretty reliable...

Joel

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Just one of my Tatts on my upper left arm.

http://i226.photobucket.com/albums/dd115/blacksheep2007_album/Tattoo01.jpg


And another on my right upper arm.

http://i226.photobucket.com/albums/dd115/blacksheep2007_album/Tattoo02.jpg

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This one is an oldie taken back in early 2008.

http://i226.photobucket.com/albums/dd115/blacksheep2007_album/2008-01-28-14352.jpg

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Cool picture Allison .

Are you going to be sticking around now? You've got loads of friends here.

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Always have faith and believe in yourself.
Never run from the truth.
Have the will to change your fate and your spirit will never die.
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Here is abit of the history of the town I'm living in thought it would be interesting to read.


Winchelsea
Typical rural service centre for the surrounding pastoral district.
Winchelsea is a pleasant small town of 1000 people which is located on the Barwon River 112 km south-west of Melbourne on the Princes Highway between Geelong and Colac. The proximity to Geelong (37 km north-east) means that Winchelsea tends to miss out when people from the district do their shopping.

There are several historic homesteads in the area and a number of old bluestone buildings in town although they tend to be scattered about and hence do not form as strong a focal point as they might. The shire relies principally on pastoral and agricultural activities for its income.

Despite its inland location, Winchelsea is named after one of the Cinque Ports on the south-east coast of England. The first Europeans to reside in the area were squatters who established grazing runs here c.1837. The town developed around the Barwon Hotel and a general store, both of which were established in 1842 on the coaching route between Geelong and Warrnambool.

The first church was built, with the help of the local grazier, Thomas Austin, in 1846. In the manner of the wealthy country squire, Austin loved shooting and, in 1859, he imported quails, pheasants, foxes and rabbits for that purpose. In this way he became responsible, in the eyes of many, for Australia's substantial rabbit problems. So profuse did they soon become that the Duke of Edinburgh's 1867 hunting party shot either 400 or 1000 rabbits in an afternoon, depending on which source you want to believe. Shooters were subsequently hired for the express purpose of eradicating the vermin and a rabbit-meat factory even operated for a time at Colac.

Austin was a noted and wealthy sheep-breeder, being the first to import Lincoln sheep. His wife, a great benefactor, founded the Austin Hospital in Melbourne.

Albert Jacka, the first Australian to win a Victoria Cross in World War I, and future mayor of St Kilda, was born at Winchelsea is 1893. Faced with dire circumstances at Gallipoli in 1915, Jacka killed seven Turkish soldiers after four of his comrades had been killed or wounded.


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Those are some great pictures im jealous , and i really like your tattoo's
I have 2 myself, 2 dragons one at the top of either arm. alot of my friends have just got some done as well its made me really really want to get another one done. I'm thinking about a phoenix, prolly on my lower back or something not sure though lol

Jess

I'll have to put up a design I'm wanting to create for a tattoo for my upper or lower back for everyone to see, I'm not a bad artist I used to get alot of A+ for Art classes in high school, but I did do a sketch of a girls face which dosen't look too bad but I'm really hoping to get a tattoo done soon some time this year.

The blue rose was oringinaly suppose to be black but wouldn't show up very well so the colour had to change.

The devil girl represents my personality my darker but erotic side of me, as it's means domination over a sexsual partner like a dominatrix but it also represents my rebellious side of life.

The rose represents my softer and feminine romantic side of my personality but it also shows that I very gentle person as well.

my tatts shows both parts of me, as a good girl and bad girl, although I have a habbit of being a bad goth girl at times just for fun lol.

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