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Laura Danielle · Joined: 26 Apr 2008 Posts: 30 Location: USA (GMT-7)

Hi Igor,

You absolutely pass! I gave both off-site photos long examinations. Not a single doubt arose in my mind or feeling as to your sex or gender. Especially self-identifying are your eyes, from which the real you, obviously a man -- not a boy, but a man -- confronts the world around him, even as he offers the hand of friendship to those worthy of it.

Best of luck with the best psychiatrist!

irini · Joined: 01 Jun 2008 Posts: 112 Location: Greece

Laura Danielle sure does have a point about your eyes!! Smile

Good Luck with the phychiatrist !! Smile

**Flameboy** · Posted: Tue Aug 05, 2008 9:33 pm Post subject:

Igor

You look great in those pics mate - and I love the new avatar too Very Happy

So when do we get to see the new haircut then?

Dave

George · Joined: 07 Oct 2007 Posts: 243 Location: Devon

You look good! Cool

Razor · Joined: 15 May 2008 Posts: 143

WOW five replies Smile

THANKS EVERYONE! Very Happy

well, i got a couple of reasons to be happy:

this post is already my 101st. cool Smile

going up... Wink

there's a preview of a part of my second book - i still haven't even finished chapter 6 (i write very short chapters btw) but you could check it out. it's really sci-fi and beat-ups, if someone likes dragon ball, they'll probably like this too Smile

if not, don't bother Laughing

the link is the preview button on the right of my sci-fi site (any page)
btw there'll probably be many new words for those who haven't checked the site out previously - the glossary is included in the Three Millennium Dream full material.

i'm really happy with what you girls and guys wrote here - means a lot.

about the whole psychiatrist thing - well first, the organisation (EGAL) is about LGBT health, tightly related to our ministry of health and ministry of labor and social politics. pretty good? there's more Smile

they guy (Zoki) i talked to is a very good friend with the psych - btw her name's Victoria Vujovic - and he promised that he would ask how can things go best in my favor. considering that we don't have the team needed, that's the first thing that the ministry should arrange - hope soon! - then the regular psych therapy stuff, after which 'mones shouldn't be a problem. then they'll probably send me to belgrade. hmmm looks pretty easy like this, but i know it's gonna be a slow process - everything here's a slow process hahaha - but at least there's a chance - there's some chance for me to do something (even a lot) without those impossibly expensive situations of going abroad for a single session or whatever. so, it is possible.

ok i could have asked this in a separate topic, but i'll do it here - pls reply! - i know it's kinda early but anyway - what kind of questions should i expect? i know some of the guys here have been through the psych therapy part and they can tell me what should i be prepared for. thanks for any reply! Very Happy

irini · Joined: 01 Jun 2008 Posts: 112 Location: Greece

It's really great Igor that there are paths openning for you! Smile

I must admit that I am surprised by your ministries having considerations on such matters Exclamation

That would be almost inconcievable over here... Maybe I, too, should be coming to Macedonia if I wanted to find a specialized therapist... (I am really not aware of anyone practicing here...)

As for the "Helsinki Watch" we have got them over here, too. They seam quite allright (from what they say), although I don't happen to know any of them personally. Most Greeks don't like them because they talk a lot about our "dirty laundry" (do you happen to have that expression?). Well, someone has to... I don't think they talk too much about gender issues, over here, however (and that is a ...whole lot of "dirty laundry" they leave out...).

Razor · Joined: 15 May 2008 Posts: 143

well, i can't tell for sure, but thanks for the good thoughts, irini! Very Happy

hopefully the ball will start rollin' Smile

oh and by the way, here's the haircut picture... sorry I'm late for this Dave, i know u asked Smile

now don't get scared, there's just a green jungle alien on the picture Very Happy

http://www.badongo.com/pic/4176425
not much to say for today, another boring hot day...
about the expression, yeah, we got something like that. but i'm not gonna spend time for someone that doesn't spend time for me, so i'll just be here for you people Smile

and again for you Smile

and a bit for me cuz i need it. i'm glad i could say this forum helped me.
cheerio everyone!

irini · Joined: 01 Jun 2008 Posts: 112 Location: Greece

About that last photo: you even more astonishingly, pass!! Smile

Cheerioh

Razor · Joined: 15 May 2008 Posts: 143

thanks again Smile

well, about the passing, it definitely works, like today i was in the market trying to find some stuff and looking for an aftershave just for the fun of it Smile

everyone was like "how may i help you sir" Smile

i think the percentage of passing is going over 80 percent. YAY!

feeling pretty tired today. my uncle made me stay till almost 4 in the morning to play Worms Armageddon. unbelievable. well yeah my uncle doesn't let his age show. in my opinion, a person's real age is only the age he knows for himself.

in the meanwhile waiting for a new tourist brochure translation project - an e-mail reply. and trying to study, but more into playing hellgate. level 20 marksman now Smile

spending time and unable to wait for the festival in a city nearby. my best friends will be there. 2-3 weeks till then. can't wait! Very Happy

**PurplePrincess** · Advisor Joined: 08 Feb 2007 Posts: 2565 Location: Bristol

Razor wrote:

well, about the passing, it definitely works, like today i was in the market trying to find some stuff and looking for an aftershave just for the fun of it Smile

everyone was like "how may i help you sir" Smile

i think the percentage of passing is going over 80 percent. YAY!

Fantastic, I bet that helps you feel really good inside Very Happy

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Razor wrote:

my uncle made me stay till almost 4 in the morning to play Worms Armageddon.

I used to love playing that game, it's awesome. I feel like playing it now, now that you've mentioned it, lol.

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irini · Joined: 01 Jun 2008 Posts: 112 Location: Greece

Well, I know nothing about (today's) video games, to be honest...(I dropped that "sport" while it was still in the "era" of the ...arcades Razz

). But, if I may ask, what is that festival all about?

Razor · Joined: 15 May 2008 Posts: 143

PurplePrincess wrote:

Razor wrote:

well, about the passing, it definitely works, like today i was in the market trying to find some stuff and looking for an aftershave just for the fun of it Smile

everyone was like "how may i help you sir" Smile

i think the percentage of passing is going over 80 percent. YAY!

Fantastic, I bet that helps you feel really good inside Very Happy

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Razor wrote:

my uncle made me stay till almost 4 in the morning to play Worms Armageddon.

I used to love playing that game, it's awesome. I feel like playing it now, now that you've mentioned it, lol.

thanks crissy, it sure feels good. i'm hangin in these days far better than before - even though there are still short periods when my whole mood suddenly "drops", and i try to think of something else just to keep myself happy. you know. i have to. Very Happy

speaking about games, do you play anything else?

irini, that festival will take place in Prilep, maybe you've heard of it, it's about beer, barbecue and lots of FUN! Smile

we call it "Pivo fest" which means "Beer fest". Something like Oktoberfest in Germany. Thank something, we're all different and that is good for this world and this life. We're all unique, if u catch my drift Very Happy

Oh, and one more thing. Below you have a link to download an mp3 file of around 300KB. It's called Playground Mars and it's the newest from me, a.k.a. Neurokryzis, the crazy something lost in space. It's just a short part of a song that I started today. If you think it sounds bad - don't worry, it'll get at least a 2-week make up before it's done. Hope you like it!
Get mp3
Music is one of the most beautiful things in the world. I simply feel the need for sound. So don't ask me why I'm drowning in rhythm. Wink

**PurplePrincess** · Advisor Joined: 08 Feb 2007 Posts: 2565 Location: Bristol

Razor wrote:

Oh, and one more thing. Below you have a link to download an mp3 file of around 300KB. It's called Playground Mars and it's the newest from me, a.k.a. Neurokryzis, the crazy something lost in space. It's just a short part of a song that I started today. If you think it sounds bad - don't worry, it'll get at least a 2-week make up before it's done. Hope you like it!

I listened and I thought it sounded alright Very Happy

, loved the beat and percussion and the whizzy type noise. I wasn't too keen on the notes, were they chords? To me they gave the tune a quite depressive tone whereas the beat seemed quite uplifting, but perhaps that is your intention. Overall I was impressed, good work Very Happy

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Razor · Joined: 15 May 2008 Posts: 143

PurplePrincess wrote:

I listened and I thought it sounded alright Very Happy

, loved the beat and percussion and the whizzy type noise. I wasn't too keen on the notes, were they chords? To me they gave the tune a quite depressive tone whereas the beat seemed quite uplifting, but perhaps that is your intention. Overall I was impressed, good work Very Happy

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thanks Chrissy Smile

appreciated. you say the tone's kinda depressive? hmmm that gives me some other ideas. this song was not meant to be happy and hopping Smile

in fact that's the most lighted-up part. i'll see what i'll do further. thanks for the opinion anyway Very Happy

i really needed all this music making stuff. i've made a break since i was preparing my old PC for sale and it's been 3-4 months since i made any track, but now Neurokryzis is back in the game Smile

i also started a very energetic noize-jungle something yesterday, i'll get a clip for here soon Smile

Razor · Joined: 15 May 2008 Posts: 143

New pic! New pic! August 19th!

Click here to see pic

Well, what u guyz n gals think? (Have in mind that I haven't had chest-op yet!)

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